shards-and-pieces

outside my window falls the rain in my head how great the pain i lie down and start to think but my soul is on the brink                 of breaking i stare outside past the blurry window waiting patiently for a clue i'm crumbling too fast, too early yet I still don't know what to do i am faced with a choice seemingly a simple yes or no i still can't seem to quite place it my desire remaining unknown heaven looks so tempting starting into the abyss of those eyes forever seeing the universe glow and turn and shine right in front of me feeling that touch so calm, so smooth feeling that hug so warm, so assuring wishing to be

I cry at night not knowing why. I think of the past; I think of you. We never really had anything But why do I feel that we did? I fell for you but you didn't catch me So I fell to the ground, And broke into pieces Though my friends helped me through The pain, I knew, would never leave me. All this time I thought you were perfect That was why I liked you so. But after the drop, I awoke, I saw your flaws And decided I was done with you. I finally convince myself that you were nothing Just the first guy I ever met. I continued to live my life As if I never knew you, I met new people, did new things I moved on... Or so I thou

Eppie O Eppie, Eppie! My fair and wonderful Eppie! Mine angel sent to this earthen land, Each day do I thank the good Lord Too long have I adored you from afar, Too shy to speak but a word to you, But now shall I tell the world we know, How my heart desires yours Each day I call to you my love, Longing to be with you those lonely days, And even as I sleep at night, I dream my sweet dreams about thee, Oh mine angel, Eppie! Words could not tell enough about thee, For no word is there in this world, To amount to but a sight of thee My heart sings a lovely song, Whenever I see a glance of thee, And when I too am in thy presence